Talking to Turtles 20 years

You parents say:
whats up with you son?
we love you but you need a friend
dont be shy and dont be hasty
please just. be yourself
if that was the only one you talk to
school meals just meant hits for you
thats what you got out of being yourself
being shy and fucking quiet
please stay quiet
thats your love strike
please stay quiet
tahts you lovestrike
20 years of doubts and nickname
Self-made insecuritizer
target for jokes and shame[?]
And its nice to hear
your singing voice in my ear
tells me that
that theres something that youre good at
please stay quiet
thats your love-strike
please stay quiet
thats your love-strike
fooooooooooool
fooooooooooool
fooooooooooool
fooooooooooool
foooooooooooo
please stay quiet
if this is what your loud asking for
please let him stay quiet
if this is what he's loud asking for