The Autumn Defense circles

All these thoughts that fill my head begin to grow
Until there's nothing left to show
The loneliness seems to grow
I would like to live again just to know
Another date out on the lake [unverified]
Through the memories starting to fade
I wonder why there are circles in my eyes
When I'm alone, always alone
I feel a bullet like the thread of [unverified]
I wonder why there are circles in my eyes
When I'm alone, always alone
All these thoughts that fill my head begin to grow