I dunno what I was thinking,
Leaving my child behind,
Now I suffer the curse and now I am blind
With all this anger, guilt and sadness,
Coming to haunt me forever,
I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river,
Is this revenge I am seeking,
Or seeking someone to avange me
Stuck in my own paradox I wanna set myself free
Maybe I should chase and find
before they'll try to stop it
It won't be long before I'll become a puppet
It's been so long,
Since I last have seen my son
lost to this monster
to the man behind the slaughter
Since you've been gone
I've been singing this stupid song
So I could ponder
The sanity of your mother
Now I am blind
I dunno what I was thinking leaving my child behind now I suffer the curse and now I and blind.
I wish I lived in the present
With the gift of my past mistakes
But the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakes
Your sweet little eyes, your little smile,
is all I remember
Those fuzzy memories mess with my temper
Justification is killing me
But killing isn't justified
What happened to my son, I'm terrified
It lingers in my mind and the thought keeps on getting bigger,
I'm sorry my sweet baby, I wish I've been there
Is it revenge that Im seeking or seeking someone to avenge me stuck in my own parodox I wanna set myself free
Maybe I should chase and find before they'll try to stop it. It wont be long before I become a puppet.
It's been so long,
Since I last have seen my son
lost to this monster
to the man behind the slaughter
Since you've been gone
I've been singing this stupid song
So I could ponder
The sanity of your mother
Now I am blind
I dunno what I was thinkin
leavin my child now I suffer the curse and now I am blind.
I wished I lives in the present with the gift of my past mistakes.
But the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakes. Your sweet little eyes
Your little smile is all I remember. Those fuzzy memories mess with my temper.
Justification is killing me but killing isnt justified.
What happened to my son im terrified. It lingers in my mind and the the thought keeps on getting bigger. Im sorry my sweet baby I wish I've been there.