Iâm ashamed
I canât even defend myself
Can I change your mind?
I could take my own advise but itâd be wrong
My lies have all capsized and still itâs the calm before the storm
Iâd never ask you to come for me
I donât expect you to care
I know Iâm my worst enemy
But Iâll always be hereâ¦
Terrified by what I find
Iâm losing faith in me
Tunnel vision, bad decisions
And Iâm the one to blame, Iâm going out of my mindItâs been days and I feel
Locked up all by myself
Thereâs no sense of time without sunlight
Iâve boarded up the walls around my heart
Cut up by lines as sharp as knives, my flesh has turned to scar
Iâd never ask you to come for me
I donât expect you to care
Terrified by what I find
Iâm losing faith in me
Dull incision, lack of stitches
Thereâs comfort in the screams
I failed you, but you let me
You should have left me long ago
I failed you, but you let meâ¦
Iâm going out of my mind