I screwed up this time
I don't know how it started
I don't even have an answer myself
If I knew why it all started
I pro bably would have done anything
Things like that, they don't st ay barr ed
It infects your life
I'm still wondering
why I don't have any regrets
This is the climax of a mediocre life
And the end is so depressing
It 's just a vile, disgust ing, miserable,
pathetic, stor y of a life
And nothing else