The New Amsterdams make me change my mind

Don't expect so much at all
If the test does beckon me
If I should fail, if I should fall
I will lose no stability
No, not at all
'Cause it's the best just not to try
Get away, got no family but this
And this little piece of Heaven
I am not about to risk
What if I fall?
What if I never make it home, home?
That's a fear
That I can't bring myself to face
So let it go
Don't bring it up
Put more value on
What you want to give up
What if I fall?
Nothing could make me change my mind
My travel scar
And they break more broken hearts
When I was younger
I'd have run away
My dependence made me stay
Now I'm tired and afraid
And the world at large
A frightening place
That's a fear
I can't bring myself to face