The Parades breathe

I rest my head upon the edge
I've never felt so high
These clouds are fading
I'm breathing in
I'm nowhere new [??]
I take a breathe of what is left
Oh won't you disappear
This not about anxiousness
I think too much about my heart
The beats against my chest
The sharpening of the bleeding dark
And now my body aches
My eyes are big
My thoughts are numb
I question faith over relationships I thought were gone
I keep holding, my breathe
I keep holding on
I'm still holding, my breathe
I'm still holding on
Oh, oh, oh
Simmer down it's not your thought
Don't you finish were you start?
Oh, oh, oh
Only way I is all in
Don't go back to were you've been
[??] but helps to find the reason to
[??] there's more to what I thought I knew
Only my thinking can bring synching to the memories
I keep holding, my breathe
I keep holding on
I'm still holding, my breathe
I'm still holding on
You know I've been holding
You know I'm still holding
Oh, oh, oh
Simmer down it's not your thought
Don't you finish were you start?
Oh, oh, oh
Only way I is all in
Don't go back to were you've been
Oh, oh, oh
Simmer down it's not your thought
Don't you finish were you start?
Oh, oh, oh
Only way I is all in
Don't go back to were you've been