The Paradise feat. SuiSai & T Shan rock bottom

E.L.O
Ive been fooled for the last time
Please tell me everythings fine
Feel this way till the day I die
Alone inside divided by
What im perscribed
Im dead inside
But to the world im alright
Again ill cry myself asleep tonight
Again yet again ill swallow the pain
Masking myself always feel the same
Cause im stuck in this room till i rot away
And im such a fool thats what theyll say
Cause I cant help myself
What makes you think you can
Guess ill just hide again
Wont see my face again
Falling from the top
And then ill hit rock bottom
Maybe then ill start to stop
We can be all we can be
But then we'll hit rock bottom
Maybe then we'll start to see
T Shan
No i cant help myself
No cell reception in hell
I need help, i need help
Gotta heart filled with sorrow and its pressing on my lungs
I dont wanna see tomorrow cause the present is too much
Stuck on mt kilimanjaro yeah the pressure is too much
Too much, too much
Depression is a son of a bitch
& im the dad
Trapped in the abyss
Stuck in trenches
I cant beat this
I cant defeat this
The stars have eyes, they gaze upon me
I wonder what they, see inside of me