I´ve had enough
of things and of stuff
of time and of space
I wish to be erased
along with vitamins A through Z
all insecurity
modern society
social anxiety
memories,
dreams
daily routines
into the abyss
Cause we don't –
We don't exist
Cross my name off the list
As I unsuture the past from the future and set it all adrift
empathy
apathy
friends and then family
cross them off the list
fingers and toes once they've peeled off my clothes
eyes ears and nose
every hair my head grows
houses and homes
skin, muscle and bones
how could I resist
but to throw it into the abyss
Cause we don't
We don´t exist
Cross my name off the list
May every memory
pass through my reveries and vanish in the mist
lovers like ghosts
hold them real close
a little goodbye kiss
Farewell to wisdom-less, godless religions that celebrate freedom from within their prisons trade it all in for one lonely decision
´till all I have is this
Throw it into the abyss
´Cause we don't
We dont exist
Cross my name off the list
No, I will not be missed
As I make my way into the abyss