The Rocketboys a liar

I have been walking on this dying road (?)
And all of my history is telling me
That I shouldn't go.
Well I'll see what I want,
When I want, if I wanna see it all.
'Cause I want a white light to lead me home.
I haven't been honest with you
And I haven't been honest with myself.
I haven't been honest with you
And I am a liar.
I am a liar.
Oh and I lost everything that I love
Both my shimmering eyes
They moved on with the fiction
I've been telling myself all this time.
I should'a stayed where I was
Should'a waited on that (mine?)
And I need a white light to lead me home.
I haven't been honest with you
And I haven't been honest with myself.
I haven't been honest with you
And I am a liar.
I am a liar.
I haven't been honest with you
And I haven't been honest with myself.
I haven't been honest with you
And I am a liar.