The Rotaries unaware

So here I am
and there I'll be
when's it all supposed to add up
for me
shoveling the snow
sweating in the sun
I'm only happy on the run
I want to be
but I just can't change
You get what's coming anyway
I've found
The truth is just as bad
a drink is just is good I'm only half
understood
anyway
Listen to yourself
You say your heart is here but your mind is there
You'll only be happy
Unaware
I guess it's sad
Life on a lite bright
Everybody's glowing just the same
that means
if he is no different neither are you
I'm you so scared to start
new again
Listen to yourself
you say your heart is here but your mind is there
You'll only be happy
unaware
You're never be happy on the run away
and I'm still going back on the things I do
but why do I agree to carry on oh man
my friends are growing up and moving on the days ahead of me,
are never getting better than the memories I'll never be happy til I'm honestly,
unaware