The Sad Song Co. moment of clarity

Disturb my peace, shake me awake
Fetch me every second of love and life I've lost
A myriad of memory
It's more painful to perceive
This ghostly reality
In a moment of clarity
So I exist, perfectly preserved
In moments now reduced
To just an instant thick
The endless nights
And time's mere days
When no one else can see
These moments of clarity
That waste themselves on me
All that I've seen, all I've achieved
Unrecognized like those who love me
I behold the prison that I am in
Until once again, my soul set drifting
Cling to vision till fog returned
And dragged me back into
My ghastly reality
A jet black wave breaks over me
I tumble underneath my moment of clarity
Why couldn't you let me be?
Cruel moment of clarity