The Smyrk cope aesthetic

You make it hard on yourself
You make this whole thing difficult for me
You take it all so seriously
So it's deeper than it needs to be
Tears stain your pillow and I wonder if you ever let go
What can I say?
What can I do?
To make you understand?
You take it all too far
Then you pretend its natural
You force the water to your eyes for show
Cause everything is theatrical
Put the blame on me
I will carry this
If you just let go
I will deal with it