The Sullen Route selfish i

So i betraying myself
As i can't tell you as one
So i can touch a shelter
Why that imagine is real
You copy my mind
End of the rest of me
Searching a sky
What could at time
Prepare to suffer alone
Murdered and stoned
Place what i forgot
Step closer
Some one else cleaned me
And my trace disappear
Time to time
My drink and my honesty
Release fears
My selfish I
Again against you
And dream come
Comes sleep
Comes as you are