The times have changed but I still feel the pain my blood is running cold through my fucking veins
I'm tired
And I'm sick of this
All of these problems
I need to end this shit
I've dealt with the worst
Lost in the dirt of this earth
I know I'm suffering and it's evident
I do this to my self
I'm a glutton for punishment
Death keeps following me
My life has lost all meaning
And it's a fucking shame
I'm blessed at being cursed
I'll always feel the same
Why... Even... Try
How am I still alive
Its so hard for me to die