When you said something is clearly bothering you
It was as if youâd just read my mind
I said itâs nothing which of course was entirely untrue
But I was terrified that you would find
That Iâve been using you
All this time
And itâs not that I donât adore you
Because I do
But Iâve realized
That I donât think I
Am ever gonna leave my girlfriend
For you
And when you entered
Your number into my phone
I knew right then that I would never call
I was going through the motions
Which Iâd never usually have done
But you were safely trapped behind the wall
Iâve been using you
All this time
And itâs not that I donât adore you
Because I do
But Iâve realized
That I donât think I
Am ever gonna leave my girlfriend
For you
Iâm never gonna leave my girlfriend for you