The Winterless North heart problems

I know I said I was looking
for a girl to end my wandering ways
but I've got a problem with this heart of mine
it hears me but it never obeys
my heart is such a cipher
I stopped trying to find the code
my heart is on the floor of the ocean
and it's ready to implode
If I knew you better
I might ask you to lend a hand
but I'm afraid that my hearts been beaten
and I hope that you'll understand
wish I had a better reason
my heart's a beggar on his knees
he is guilty of the highest treason
collaboration with the enemy
I think you know I'm leaving
and I'm sure it's for the best
my heart is a sorry heathen
doesn't believe the words he says
my heart's a rebellious student
can't be told but must be shown
my heart has grown so prudent
even though he still wants to be known