Thereforus circus boy

In this strange cage*
Like a dome over my fear,
Quenching the thirst of the unbelief
Stranger to my weakness
I am the circus boy locked inside my cage
I am the circus boy locked inside my page
Chewing up sin
Entertain the pain
Those wall are closing in
I might kill before I leave
I lost myself
Can you find me
Wrestle with my heart
Can you deliver me