The man that I'm supposed to be will never be what you see in me.
I'm tired of feeling like a disappointment.
I've tried time and time again to make you proud of me.
But what else can I do?
I'm sorry that I can't live up to your expectations.
I am so tired of complaing of complaining about the same old shit.
Why cant I find the answer?
Why cant I just forget?
That's why I dont get close to anyone.
Ive tried my best to change it, but its easier this way