This Providence hopeless

Are you aware I'm fake?
Are you aware I'm everything I hate?
Does it make you proud
When I entertain a crowd?
Hell...
Does it make you feel cold
To know that I would never die for you?
I would never die for you, oh
Does it make you feel cold
To know that I would never die for you?
I would never die for you, oh
My steady hands are stained
No amount of blood could wash my sins away
I never felt so infected
So disconnected
Lock myself away
I got nothing nice to say
Yeahhh...
Does it make you feel cold
To know that I would never die for you?
I would never die for you, oh
Does it make you feel cold
To know that I would never die for you?
I would never die for you, oh
Every time I fall for myself
I lose you just a little bit more
Does it make you feel cold
To know that I would never die for you?
I would never die for you, oh
Does it make you feel cold
To know that I would never die for you?
I would never, ever die for you