Though She Wrote wake me up

Is this how I really feel?
Tell me this is all a dream,
And I'm not stuck in complacency.
wake me up, wake me up!
I can't see anything coming from this way of living,
I haven't felt anything weeks,
I've lost my motivation, to get up on my feet.
Maybe I'm just tired, maybe I'm just weak,
But I've seen the way, you can move these streets,
Paint them new, with love and gold
and I've felt the freedom inside my soul
But it feels like I'm running on empty.
I never thought I'd be here. I can't say I see You there.
Apathetic. I've lost all motivation.
(chorus)
Here I am, I'm coming home (wake me up wake me up)
Take me as I am, I'm coming home
This can't be what you wanted, when You laid Your life down
Help me see through Your eyes, to what You see in me
(chorus)
I'm just scared, and I've let you down more than I care to count
but Your forgiveness, is what I'm drowning in
(end bridge)
Give me strength, to be Your, hands and feet.
Pull back the shades, to let the light in.