Throw me off the bridge my sentence

One day I wake up with handcuffs
Gradually, I focus my life on this lie
Without realizing that I'm drowning in you
And next day it still gets worse
One night I can't fall asleep with this hatred
I'm locked up alone in a jail of which you've got the key
But you won't cross the door to join me
Dreams become nightmares, my nightmare come true
When I try to put things straight
You cowardly pull the rug out from under my feet
Sure, I know you don't love me but I need you to confess it
So please, no beating around the bush with me
So please, just say it
Today I get it, it's over, I've served my sentence honestly
So I'm sawing the bars with my file to escape from your influence
And I hope never to be fooled again because it's my whole heart that i bet on