Throw me off the bridge shed of lies

They told me to see the bright side
They told me to go ahead
But I've so much to hide
Then I take refuge in my shed
Usually there ain't no telling what tomorrow will bring
But everyday is the same damn day
I don't care about being pathetic
'cause I've got so much love to give
And for the first time it has helped someone
'cause behind every beautiful thing there's a bad thing
Even if we look for another way
I know what I have to do to be happy again
But I hang on to my lies
Until I can no longer conceal my sorrow from my friends
And find myself forced to break off ties
With the little hope I've left
I take what I can
Even if it's almost nothing.