Thulcandra (Deu) night eternal

I live in the eternal, the eternal night*
Now all my visions are only dark and bleak
No life is dwelling in my sight
Is this the existence, I have seeked?
Night, night eternal, forever more
Infernal demons, there's only pain
My mind is burning, am I insane?
Black angels rising, my life is gone
Dark shadows shroud me, my soul is lost
Suicide was the key
For my demise and sorrow for all eternity
I took my life now I'm forsaken
Inside this realm of pain and misery