Tigercub control

I push my pain into my chest
I swallow anger when you're (?)
and deep down inside hurts my pride to know
(?) and time I can't control
Inside I'm fighting but is not enough
dying to survive enough
life we both denied for so long
And I called you every single day
I slept upon your better days
and it compromised I was your only chance
Inside I'm fighting but is not enough
dying to survive enough
life we both denied for so long
Inside I'm fighting but is not enough
dying to survive enough
life we both denied for so long