TOBi indecisions

Momma told me to belove everybody
You got to love everybody for real
Sometimes I be like fuck everybody
Man, fuck everybody for real
You really make it so hard, oh
You make this so hard for me
You make this so hard
But you make this so hard for me
Everytime I be like fuck everybody
May have fucked everybody
May have fucked everybody for real
But somedays i'm like, love everybody
Love, may love everybody for real
You really make it so hard, oh
You make this so hard for me
You make it so hard
You make this so hard for me
Lately I've been on some peace shit
Bob Marley John Lennon peace shit
Martin Luther King Gandhi peace shit
[?] peace core peace
I'm east stating girl appreciate for the peace shit
So 5 piece to the guards
Miss universe i've been looking for some world peace shit
But daam
Motherfuckers taking kindness for weakness
I've seen this happening over time
The sequence repeat shit I said
Deuces they taking advange you granted
You granted, all they wish is you, made em a savage
As soon as you move in tho
They don't sliver cuz you don't know who to trust
Stabbed in the back to much ain't you too [?] us
As the wound won't be heal enough
All of these cuz, feeling like scarface
And I don't need shield with it
I make Tony Montana i like to chop a deal with you
A1 claming their real
Fathers [?] like ill
This is a ill picture, nah
I cannot deal with you all
Lately people thinking that I'm rude, too true
My dude, is not that i dont fuck with you
Is more so like i don't fuck with you
I got trust issues man
Sceptical/ scinical/ lyrical ass-raper
Borderline atheist momma ask me why I don't pray for shit
I'm like well I can work harder pay for shit
Better yet rob steal just take this shit
Or do both on some politician panama paper shit
[?] and ravenous feels amazing
Whoever sayd racism was dead never had
A cop on a biketrail with their friends
I mean some real shit but you know
I'm like fuck everybody
I meant fuck everybody
I know mommy you told me to love everybody
But it's so so so hard
So so hard
So hard
For me, ohh
But foreal tho' but foreal tho'
Momma like
You know you always instill these values for me
To love everybody has I love myself
And even tho it gets harder and harder eveday I got to be stronger than that
For real