Tomorrows Tulips down turned self pity

Verse:
Trying hard to numb my heart
With liquor and some drugs
Trying hard to remind myself
Of the guy I wish I was
Pre-chorus:
Feeling sad is nothing to feel proud, or sad about
Feeling sorry for yourself just makes you seem, left out
Chorus:
You don't understand
How hard it is to be a broken man
You don't understand, till finally
You're a man
Verse:
Trying hard to hold back tears
That could fill all these beers
Trying hard to be something that's gonna take
A couple years