Tree63 surprise surprise

Surprise surprise
I've had such a hard time
Was trying to keep my promises
The things I say, I just don't do
I need some rescue from myself
A thousand times, a thousand lies
I just don't understand
Do You believe me anymore?
I cannot cross this great divide
Without Your hand, surprise surprise
And all Your wonders never cease
To amaze me, even me
I get so nervous, I get so tongue-tied
When I'm around You, my love
You see straight through me
My words are empty
But You still believe my promises
Mouthful of fire, I speak desire
And deceitful things
I don't believe me anymore
I cannot cross this great divide
Without Your hand, surprise surprise
And all Your wonders never cease
To amaze me, even me
A thousand times, a thousand lies
I just don't understand
I don't believe me