Tristan alive

I feel alive again
I sing it again
But don't ever think I want it back
I know now the only way
to face the nights of grey
is to stand behind the lights of day
So they won't messing with my head
and what I feel is life instead
People should've hate, that's why I'm in the shape
want that treacle sound of stars
I know now the only way
to face the nights of grey
is to stand behind the lights of day
So they won't messing with my head
cause what I want is life instead
That once I cried, when those memories
kiss me drag
Somehow I've tried, not to fall asleep
fade away