Trophallaxy scar me to death

A thousand voids lacerating
Ditches endlessly running on my skin
Memories deep engraved on me
Reminders of old wounds and sufferings
Emptiness has filled my mind
Silence was the only thing I could find
She nailed me down right on my cross
Her absence was the trigger of my loss
But the deepest mark was made by you
Wiping out all the ones from beneath
Soothing hold on a bruised soul
For you have scarred me to death
Something untouched, beauty unfolds
I have chased this moment since I am born
A sealing hand, my chains are sawn
From the ashes of my pain rised a new dawn
And the deepest mark was made by you
Wiping out all the ones from beneath
Soothing hold on a bruised soul
For you have scarred me to death