The day I stood still
I see it clearly now
I felt so weak because
Into Nothingness I'm bound
I tried to be someone else
But what for?
Just to be scared
Of what I've become
Will I
Will I lose myself again?
And what if I fall?
It's so hard but I have to
Tear apart this disease
I've shrouded myself in
I lied to myself
Now these wounds won't heal
I fought against an illusion
And I couldn't win
The only thing left is
My mere existance
Nothing else counts
Will I lose myself again?
And what if I fall?
It's so hard but I have to
Tear apart this disease
I've shrouded myself in
Will I lose myself again?
Will I hold on or give up?
I know something went wrong
And when it begun
When I looked for answers
To questions untold
And everlasting doubts
If I only had time
To shake off this feeling
Running up my spine
I stood still.