Until Death Overtakes Me soon

In here... solitude
In here... the pain
You cannot understand
Dark vast shape
Eyes like statue... dreams for tonight
Once the dancer, nothing no more
Refuge in tapers of thought
Flee in aeons of dreams
Afraid...
Want this... to end
Lost all...
Chosen
Solitude... can not flee
From self
Want this to end
You cannot understand
You shall never care...