Unturned crown point

And I' just trying to
Find the strength to get out of my bed
What I need
Is everything I lack
So I tell myself
Things will be okay
I see your face
Everywhere I go
I hear your voice
But I still feel alone
Sometimes it's hard
To make it through the day
I'm skinny, weird and always nervous
A young kid with no sense of purpose
Am doing just fine
And you are the one thing I need
In my life to feel complete
Miss your hand in mine
I'm just trying to
See the best in everything I have
Surround myself with all of my best friends
But I spend my nights wishing you were by my side
Well would you please punch me in the face
Maybe then I will start to change
I'm so sick of living in my mind
Don't forget me
When I'm gone
Please forgive me
For, all that I've done wrong
I know that it's my fault
I can't sleep
Without you right here next to me
Right here next to me
And I'm not scared
It's just not the same without you here
The same without you here