Us & Us Only mask

I can find myself.
I can go to the store without your help.
I can build a house
and I can knock the whole thing down.
If I want to
say it if you need to hear it,
I could come to
find some kind of inner spirit
if I need to
bury holy visions.
I'm not gonna tell you that I already don't care.
How am I gonna miss you when you're hardly even there?
I can put my faith in misery.
A little death from you to me.
I can pretend every day is Halloween,
but you don't have to wear a mask for me.