Vanhelga vansinnesvardag

Why have faith in the future?
Why even have any hope?
I can't take any more slow days
I am nothing, no one to even judge
Just let me stop feeling
or maybe at least forget
if only for a while!
I hate you all
the way you hate me
Once and for all
I've stopped dreaming
Woke up
Please let it stop..
Who am I to even try
when there is no hope
I grope reluctantly forward,
seek to understand ¥else
why do I love the pain?
Stop and destroy me
(please I beg you)
I'm not dreaming about the sky more...
before I saw it go down in fire
Haunted by memories
about how everything burns down
dreaming about to look back
let me disappear
All I see now
is only twisted faces, sad eyes
[English translation: ]
[Everydaymadness]
Why have trust in the future
Why even have any hope
I can't take any more lonesome days
I'm nothing , no one to even judge
Let me just stop feeling
Or at least forget
If only for a day!
I hate you all
Just like you hate me
Once in for all
I have stopped dreaming
Wakened up
Please let this end
Who am I even to try
When there is no hope< br/>I'm groping myself reluctantly forward
Seeking understanding
Why do I love the pain?
Stay and release me
(please, I beg you)
I don't dream of heaven anymore
Because I saw it being burned up
Haunted by memories
About how everything burns to the ground
Dreams of coming back
Let me disappear
Everything I see now
Is just distorted faces, sad yes