I am strong and I'm alive
though many times I forget
that the most important person
out there is myself.
He's a child and somehow,
I'm totally retarded
for allowing him to treat me
with any disdain.
Am I under a spell
or have I become dependent
on the rare occasions
when we're doing well?
Things look up
and then down,
and no matter the direction
It seems like I'm causing him to be this way.
Am I responsible for this
better not to be always so honest,
I get so down when he's upset
I must learn how to not let him affect me
Cause I am strong and I'm alive
yet I keep on forgetting
that the most important person out there is myself.
He's a child and somehow
I'm totally retarded
for allowing him to treat me
quiet in this way.
Reject the precepts
a thought I don't care about
flushing the roaches
a shade that we have installed
grime is the scene
I let me get sucked in the dance
me versus me who will win before the collapse?
Cause I am strong and I'm alive
and this time I won't forget
that the most important person out there is myself.
He's a child and somehow
I'm totally retarded
for allowing him to treat me
in his stupid way.