VEXXES enemies

I should be learning, how to save myself
But I find self sabotage is all that I do well.
Game over, it shouldnt bother me
But it isnt how I imagined it to be
All of these enemies
Are gonna be the death of me
The death of me I swear
I'm close to caving in, but I wont quit
My dogged determination should see me through this
Most will settle before they give up the ghost
I won't except that and it the pain of regret I feel the most
All of the enemies, All of the enemies
There's no hiding as far as I can see
There's no hiding when there's enemies inside of me
Theres no hiding as far as I can see
Theres no convincing them,
nobody will believe in me