Victorian beginning of sorrow

bitterly my heart's frailing.
engraved along with my veins.
destiny, it hath been ordained.
doth unavoidable,,,
i never repulse
this restless soul that persecute
when my body's longing for a saying
withered and forsaken
anger that held in my heart...
make shadows in my life.
everything i wail myself,,
without cry, weep, and revenge,,
i never repulse
this restless soul that persecute
when my body's longing for a saying
withered and forsaken
my oath doth hath trailed
preceded oh... my destiny
the gleaming light adorned my conscience
buried dreams in vain