VII ARC the burden

All the sins that I've committed
The Reason, you suffered
I told you, so many, lies
The (Cut my wrist without a knife)
pain in my heart (I don't feel any pain inside)
creates heavy PRESSURE in my mind,
The moments that you should get back,
The tears, you cried,
I deserve to die
I (To know I'm gonna lose my mind)
cannot see a light (My hands are stained with your blood)
for me, there is NO, MERCY
My sky I'm looking up to is clouded,
No sunlight can burst through it to illume my soul
until I die
My sky I'm looking up to is clouded,
No sunlight can burst through it to illume my soul
5x until I die
the burden,
the burden, crushing me
the burden,
the burden crushing me
I am punished, for what I have done to you,
I am carrying, that heavy burden with me