Violet expectations reality

What can I do to prove it's all for you?
Closed off from the love that I hold in my life
But can't because...
How could we say nothing?
I was falling apart, you were so lost
You only see this work, you never see us walk away from everyone we love
And all the ones we could
So I hope you're listening
I hope you followed me
What can I do to prove it's all for you?
But I could never face the truth
We were coming undone, believing this was love
If only time would let the words I feel find their way for you, this could be real
But I'm typically waiting until the day I don't miss you
Holding out for the words to leave my lips and land
If only they could, you'd see that I understand
But you're not here, so I put my faith in the things I've seen
I put my faith in the ones who believe in me
It's the simplest things they never see to keep this dream moving
The times that we miss, friends we lost for this
You made me weak, but there's a part of me that loves the feel
You'll never see, so I'll try a little harder
Try to be something more
You only see this work, you never see us walk from everyone we love
And all the ones we could
I hope you're listening
I hope you followed me
What can I do to prove it's all for you?