Volunteer waking up

I'm pushing stakes into the shallow ground
I'm missing everything
To dig the holes again
When clouds roll over and the rain comes down
There's no maintaining this
I won't be found
And maybe I'm crazy but
I've seen a lot of things
And killed a lot of dreams
And I've been thinking lately
That I'm getting buried underneath
The things I'm trying to be
But now I'm waking up
There's not a fear that I couldn't shake
And I can see that light
I can see that light
And now I'm breaking up
There's not a tear I've called a mistake
And I can see that light
I can see that light
I'm looking up and I cannot look down
I know the thing to do
But I can't see it through
When everybody's finding common ground
I'm sinking underneath
Let me be found
And maybe I'm crazy but
I've seen the purest hearts
Be mamed and ripped apart
And I've been thinking lately
That picking up the pieces
Might be harder than it seems
But now I'm waking up
There's not a fear that I couldn't shake
And I can see that light
I can see that light
And now I'm breaking up
There's not a tear I've called a mistake
And I can see that light
I can see that light
But now I'm waking up
Now I'm waking up
There's not a fear that I couldn't shake
And I can see that light
I can see that light
And now I'm breaking up
There's not a tear I've called a mistake
And I can see that light
I can see that light
I can see that light
I can see that light