Wasp
Still Not Black Enough
I Can¹t
I can¹t laugh
I can¹t cry
I can¹t see inside of me
Don¹t know the reason why
I ain¹t straight
And I ain¹t high
I¹m the ugly in between
Can¹t live and can¹t die
I wanna scream
And I can¹t win
My life¹s a living soundtrack
For a human horror film
I can¹t feel
And I can¹t love
My mama never showed me how
I never was enough
I can¹t laugh
And I can¹t smile
I¹ll sacrifice my aged elders
To show me how to die
I can¹t love
And I can¹t feel
And my mother never loved me
Deep down she hated me
I can¹t fuck
I can¹t feel
I am one bizarre motherfucker
What the fuck¹s inside of me
I¹ll kill the beast
So to free my soul
And smash the mirrors
That won¹t let me go
Oh, if there¹s a smile that y see
It¹s only the clockwork orange that¹s in me
I curse the darkness impassioned plea
And tear the heart out and watch me bleed
I¹ll sacrifice my blood for free
To satisfy the vengeance that¹s in me
And bury the mirror that¹s inside of me