Wasted Bullet icarus

I hate to say that I still can’t get myself together
Every step I take, leads me closer to the edge
Between the heat of the sun, and the darkest water
I am lost, I was never ready
The weight of these wings, the burden they bring
I am far too weak to stay in the skies
Hear me out
As I drown
Hear me out
As I drown
I can see my shadow
Lying at the bottom
I never truly learnt to swim
My body will follow
Going deeper under
I always knew I was to sink
Into the cold of the sea, when the lights go out
I feel home, I have reached my destiny
I hate to say that I could not get myself together
Every step I took, was in the wrong direction
Every step I took, has led me closer to the end