We Are The City cheque room

I shouldn’t look at you
So I look away
Everything is done wrong here
I am leaving
I look away, I do
Things I thought I’d never say, I do
It’s taken everything in me to stay
Now I am leaving
Everybody told me that
Here I am, look at you
No, I think I should look away
Everything is done wrong here
I am leaving
I shouldn’t look at you
But I can’t look away
There should be something here
To put my belief in
Listen
When God calls me out onto the lake
I tell my mind the waves are sand
But when I step, I sink
Although I fight, I succumb
How come?