i bore the brunt of every failing, every memory fraught with your regret. make no mistake, itâs my privilege. you canât shame me into feeling sin for the nightmare that i grew up in. desecrate, relegate, my soul will never be broken. your words canât hurt me anymore. every scar i suffered paved the way for a love iâve never known. iâll show you every day so you never have to live like her. youâll never know that pain. i wonât apologize for who i am or regret my damaged dreams. âcause youâll never hear me scream these words about what life was like for me. so Hiba, this is your world now. live a life without regret. tell your mother every day you love her. thank her every chance you get. you wonât be raised afraid. i donât blame you, the decisions were mine, but come what may i own my life. i owned my life.