Western Daughter the road is laced with something dangerous

so this is that crushing weight that I've heard so much about
I've got to tear up all this pavement but it has to be well thought-out
hardened tar like a shell over my young eyes
slamming my face into the wall again tonight
trying to break the case, trying to escape and
the road is laced with something a lot more dangerous than I had imagined
tell me something good
show me something better
take me to the woods
then just drag me underwater
underwater
that's where I'll find her
I might need your help this time, you guys
'cause I can't seem to remember a single moment from my whole life
hardened tar like a shell over my young eyes
slamming my face into the wall again tonight
trying to break the case, trying to escape
and the road is laced with something a lot more dangerous than I had imagined
tell me something good
show me something better
take me to the woods
then just drag me underwater
consider this the intro to the book I'll never write;
consider this the intro to the book I start tonight;
I think to myself nobody will ever love you the way that I loved you
but I hope they do
I really, really do