Westfield losing sleep

I cant find myself at the bottom of this
I only feel as sick as I did
when I reached out but fell into the abyss
that is my room behind drawn curtains
Take me for a ride
Through downtown lights
Im up all night
I'll never make this right
Took out all the joy in my life
Now I just want to make this right
Losing sleep's turned me into a mess
and here I am still laying in bed
Thought you felt safe with me
I thought you wanted to take it easy
Losing sleep's turned me into a mess
Still laying in the same fuckin' bed