Suspense eats up my perception
falling backwards in life
I stand in front of this crossroad
with no idea which way to go
If you tell life offers so many possibilities
I wonder why I stand in front of all these locked - up doors
One day I will find
these keys
which'll set me free
Begging for a pleasure, countering waves of depressions
a hand full of hope for my blackened heart
Suspense eats up my perception
falling backwards in life
Suspense eats up my perception
falling backwards in life
In life
With every heartbeat, every breath I'm afraid to die
because I don't know who I am
This little boy inside my chest told me to go on
I am stronger than this
with every heartbeat, every breath I'm afraid to die
because I don't know who I am
The world spinning further
should I take my path
to discover the beauty of the earth
the human being
this journey over years