I try to keep my head up high and my eyes focused
but every time my eyelids close
This is too heavy
I can't take this any longer
I'm searching for an obligation that will never come
Every time I find myself in this state over and over again
Why don't you try to keep me alive?
Every time you just push me back
I never pictured myself between these lines
Maybe it's time to cut this off
I need to find the cure to live again
The one who is the demon, I have to face myself
I need to find the cure to live again
Keep walking on will only make it worse
Disappointment, can I ever see clear again?
Disappointment, grows on and on
Disappointment, can I ever see the end
Disappointment, let me go
Feels like I'm slipping back to reality
Face first into the depth
All I see is black
Blinking with my eyes
It seems nothing has changed
nothing changed
This is reality
Lost in confusion
I will forever be
Lost in confusion
Lost inside my head
Lost inside my head again
I'm lost inside my head
There's no end in sight
Will you be my light?