I am a flower
In the spring of my life
A shell on the shore
Pulled in by the tide
The water is warm
Caught up in my own sweet paradise
The sun is high
I'll sing it out
And I'll sing a little bit louder
I'll grow just a little bit stronger
My feet move a little bit faster
I'll be running full speed soon
Spending all day in the hot sun light
Running ‘round town with boys all night
Laughing out loud at the jokes they tell
Put their hearts under a spell
there's a shifting in my skin
My heart shines like a diamond
Morning dew on the front lawn
Boombox play my favorite song
I'm in the prime of my life right now
And I'm feeling so fire right now
Got my head up in the clouds
So far above the sound
I'm in the prime of my life right now
And I'm feeling so fire right now
Got my head up in the clouds
And life's so sweet
The nights get longer
The clouds above me
The waters colder
The petals scatter
My skin is cracking
Now it's not about the love
It's all about the money and the drugs
The acid on the tongues of youth
Hollywood stars
Passing out on the runways
Now it's not about the fun
It's all about the bombs and the guns
The fights on the evening news
Now it's not about the fun
It's all about the bombs and the guns
The fights on the evening news
But it gets bitter
Start to linger
Will I shatter
Tripping in bars
Everybody wants to see me lose
Every day's a different shade of blue
I've got a harder heart
I'm so cold but my blood runs hot
I put defenses up
I put defenses up
I'm not the one I was
Im so weak now that I've grown up
I put defenses up
I put defenses up
I lay still in this hole I dug
I take pills when world gets rough
I fought so hard
I don't believe in
I've done enough
I've lived too long
On this cruel world
I don't stand for
I won't be better
I'll be in the sky
With the stars shining bright
Bathe the earth in the light
Of a heart bled dry
The bruises on my skin
I won't ever feel again
Standing on the edge
Pretty pictures in my head
Of the best days of my youth
Keep me in the past
I will live in photographs
I lost the war
Anything
Anymore
I've given up
Anything
Anymore
'Til I'm gone